God shows His faithfulness to me everyday. Just the very fact that I woke up this morning is because of His faithfulness.
I am breathing in and out right now and that is because of His faithfulness. It is amazing that we can have it right in front of us and not see it.
God has been reminding me of His faithfulness for the past six months .
Shortly before Christmas I had an accident and totalled my car. The very same day a couple from our church said that they had a suburban they were not using anymore and I could HAVE it.
That is a huge sign of Gods faithfulness.
That is actually a flashing neon sign of Gods faithfulness that He would provide a vehicle for me the very same day that there was a need.
That is the kind of faithfulness that we all dance and shout about because it is so evident and it is immediate.
We are a microwave generation.
We want to see things immediately.
It has been seven weeks since my first mammogram.
Five of those weeks were spent waiting, getting more mammograms and having biopsies done.
The whole time God was asking me "Am I still faithful? If it is cancer am I still faithful?"
Yes Lord you are faithful. You told me to get a mammogram, the cancer was caught at the very earliest stage. Surgery is all that is needed. I will not have to go through chemo or radiation.
I had to wait weeks to find this out. Weeks that God spent talking to me and showing me His character and faithfulness. I am very glad for those weeks, hard as they were at the time, they have grown me.
It would be very easy for me to break down and cry "why me Lord, don't you see how much else I already have on my plate?"
But we already know why. We live in a fallen world with sin and disease and hurt and pain. This can happen to anyone at any time.
Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. James 1:2
The question should never be why, but how. How can I glorify You Lord? How can I get through the day on your strength? How can I share what You are doing with others who do not know You?
These are the questions I am asking.
These are the things He is teaching me.
I still have a lot further to go on this journey.
Pray that even as times get hard that I will continue to draw on His strength and remember His faithfulness.
For great is your love, reaching to the heavens; your faithfulness reaches to the skies. Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let your glory be over all the earth. Psalm 57:10-11