By nature I move fast and I think fast.
Because of that nature, I think that I should recover fast.
Right now I am moving slow and thinking slow.
This is hard.
I have to remember that my body went under anestesia and went through major surgery.
Praise the Lord that every day I get a little better, but I am used to going from sunup to sunddown without stopping and being ok with that. I actually thrive on it.
I love to move and be on the go and be a part of things.
Now I go for a couple of hours and I need to lay down and rest.
I know this is normal and I know this is ok, but it is hard.
The Lord is teaching me a lot in this. He is showing me to slow down and depend on Him and other people. I have been so blessed to have so many people helping me. I have gotten to see the Body be the Body and function like God intends for it to be done.
So pray that I will be ok going at the pace that I am going and not overdo it. Pray that I would continue to use the opportunities God is giving me to be still and allow Him to speak to me and show me what He has for me.